Ali ‘Imran Ayah 143
وَلَقَدْ كُنتُمْ تَمَنَّوْنَ ٱلْمَوْتَ مِن قَبْلِ أَن تَلْقَوْهُ فَقَدْ رَأَيْتُمُوهُ وَأَنتُمْ تَنظُرُونَ ١٤٣
You certainly wished ?for the opportunity? for martyrdom before encountering it, now you have seen it with your own eyes.